Why...

... am I tired when I have stuff to do and wide awake when there's nothing to do?

Why am I so awake at 12:24am...

And not just tonight.

Every night.

Every single night.

Dead tired when I wake up. Tired at work. Tired on the drive home. Tired hanging out with Rachel and Chase after work. Tired during Chase's bath time. (Sidenote: If you're reading this, Rachel, I am sorry for so often being a downer when I get home from work. I'm also sorry for writing this in a blog instead of just telling you in person... [note to self: Tell Rachel you're sorry in person.])

Then, 10pm hits, and I'm awake. Super awake. Energetic want to accomplish things, write songs, play guitar, sing lyrics, delve into the pantheon of the world's music, do things to change the world awake...

Maybe after 10pm downstairs in my living room is my equivalent of this...