It's Out There

The album I absolutely have to write is out there. 

I haven't found it yet. 

But... it is out there... and I won't be able to NOT write it once I find it. 

OR... you force yourself to do it because it's not actually out there and instead it's in your head and your soul but needs to be caught instead of found. 

Or something like that...

Because it's not that easy. Nothing worth doing ever is. 

Commitment

I made one.

And then I broke it. 

And now I have to make amends with myself for breaking that commitment. 

I'll be okay. And I'm devastated. 

But it's not the end of the world.

It's just the end of the world as it could have been.