It's Out There

The album I absolutely have to write is out there. 

I haven't found it yet. 

But... it is out there... and I won't be able to NOT write it once I find it. 

OR... you force yourself to do it because it's not actually out there and instead it's in your head and your soul but needs to be caught instead of found. 

Or something like that...

Because it's not that easy. Nothing worth doing ever is.